Why?!?!

At 11:13 a.m. today my life changed.

My love feels incomplete. I feel like I'm not good enough. I feel broken. I feel empty. I am weak and tired.

God's will be done. Let nothing stand in the way of my Savior's plan.

I hope she's alright. But I'm not supposed to care anymore. I'm not to call. I'm not to hug her. I'm not to ask her how she's doing. I'm not to praise her. I'm not apart of her life anymore, but the only problem is...I STILL LOVE HER!!